IS the loneliest and hurtful time for me.
The very last time I was genuinely carefree and happy was the last year I had with my father. We never put up another tree after that. I masked away my pain by buying family members gifts. Now I see, they don’t even care.
But beside from all of this, I had friends that made the holidays bearable for me. I didn’t say how I choose to work Christmas because of my past unpleasant memories. You know how hard it is to look pass all the negative things that has happened to try to make a better future and living for myself?
People don’t know the feeling. Well, rarely.