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I’ve muted myself to share my thoughts lately. Mostly because I shouldn’t have those thoughts in the first place.
He means the world to me and apparently I’m too stubborn to make him happy because I will always do what I do. Tears filled my vision because I know that I’m stubborn enough to push him away. Every ounce of pain in my heart yearns for the comfort, but I pull away. I’m done. I can’t do it again. Am I strong or stupid?
My favorite photo with my daddy. It’s 19 years on this day. I miss you everyday. I’m forever daddy’s little girl. I cherish the memories I had with you. I love you. #love #rip #daddyslittlegirl #heart #family #tbt
0:52 - 1:13 SO RELEVANT LOL
I love that there was mention of black people…because…well, shit. It actually IS shocking when they date (OR HANG OUT WITH) black people. SERIOUSLY.
IS the loneliest and hurtful time for me.
The very last time I was genuinely carefree and happy was the last year I had with my father. We never put up another tree after that. I masked away my pain by buying family members gifts. Now I see, they don’t even care.
But beside from all of this, I had friends that made the holidays bearable for me. I didn’t say how I choose to work Christmas because of my past unpleasant memories. You know how hard it is to look pass all the negative things that has happened to try to make a better future and living for myself?
People don’t know the feeling. Well, rarely.
Been working on this for my #bigbro #greek #wany #paddle thanks for being the best big brother a Lil sis can ever have. I hope you see the meaning of our awesome relationship in this. #iloveyou
Happy anniversary to us! I love you for being my everything. I was going through the worst of times when you came into my life and brought sunshine back to my days. You hold the #key to my #heart ❤💑☀ @kinda1127 #boyfriend #love #anniversary #112711 #relationship